Sunday, 10 January 2010

after 1 week of school...

Happy New Year!!! 2010 will be a better year =)

1 week has pass since school started.....the kids are still crying and I am trying my best to help them settle down before I can officially start my lesson. Very stressed out...cos I do not have an assistant teacher but luckily, Yue lao shi and Auntie Phung are really two wonderful asistant as they really help me alot...I REALLY dread going to work. HAIZ......sometimes I really feel like breaking down cos I am putting in so much effort in my work but no one seem to be noticing...it's sooooo unfair lor........but what can I do???

Course will resume again in 2 days time. Few more months and I am going to complete my Diploma course =) Hooray!!! Jus the thought of it makes me feel wonderful =)

Suppose to meet him this weekend, but in the end we didn't meet as we were busy with our own things but I am glad I got to chat with him today =) dun know why but whenever he call I feel very happy but our chat was being disrupted by an incoming call from his handphone and he didn't call back as what he has promised. Maybe he busy ba...I think I fell in love with his personality.....the hardworking character, mature and humourous him...it seems from not being able to accept the age gap between us (11 years) and (I haven get to meet him yet) to slowly falling in love with his character...it's jus so amazing...but sometimes there seems to be many things that I need to consider and all the 'what if' start appearing in my think but sometimes I do not want to think too much...if we can 'click' if he can love me and dote on me whole heartedly then why not.....after all they always say you don't need a reason to love further more he single and so well available...haha....I really hope to meet him soon and I hope love sparks will start flying soon between us........haha......oh-uh.......am I thinking too much liao........anyway hope love is in the air soon!!!

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