Saturday, 22 March 2008

sad......but what can i do

Saturday 22-3-2008 2.29pm

Went to the Goddess of Mercy temple @ waterloo street yesterday and I ask my mum to help me get a lot regarding us..........this was what it was written on the paper................

A dangerous journey undertaken, The road is caked with mud and you are trying to scale a slippery mountain....................

After reading the lot, my mum help me burn it away cos we believe that if the lot's a bad one we don't keep it. That was when reality hit me.............hard.......really hard.........it's really impossible between us now after reading what's written on the lot........it just won't work out between us.......after loving him all these months, and i really got to admit that, i still love him but i know that i really got to learn to let go..........something that's hard to do, something that's impossible but i am not given a choice.......i jus got to do it, maybe crying will help but at this moment i do not know what to do, can somebody pls help.........jus feel like crying maybe i will feel better but tears jus refused to flow...............i wanna forced myself to cry........maybe it will help me feel better..............i jus gonna learn to let go.............maybe time will heal all wounds..................

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