Friday 28-3-2008 8.34pm
Oh dear! That's what I am feeling now........I have yet to find a new job but I have been spending =P Went shopping with my best friend yesterday. Bought a bag from tomato can...........luckily there's discount cos the usual price is $39.90 but I got it @ $29.90 as there's some promotion going on and I am a member too so additional discount.......haha...what a way to console myself. I also bought a white off shoulder top from M)phosis.
Meet up with my ex-colleages jus now for tea, really had a good chat and again I saw something nice from double index.......a white top =) so something additional to my wardrobe =)
Has been thinking about him.........something which I shouldn't be............soo guilty. Think I got to let go no matter what...........but we can always be best of friends...........
Will be going to my best friend's Birthday celebration tomorrow =) after my salsa class. Yeah!!! finally can start Intermediate 2B class tomorrow........but I am worried that I can't cope cos I still need more practice and I gotta improve on my frame (framework).
Friday, 28 March 2008
Saturday, 22 March 2008
sad......but what can i do
Saturday 22-3-2008 2.29pm
Went to the Goddess of Mercy temple @ waterloo street yesterday and I ask my mum to help me get a lot regarding us..........this was what it was written on the paper................
A dangerous journey undertaken, The road is caked with mud and you are trying to scale a slippery mountain....................
After reading the lot, my mum help me burn it away cos we believe that if the lot's a bad one we don't keep it. That was when reality hit me.............hard.......really hard.........it's really impossible between us now after reading what's written on the lot........it just won't work out between us.......after loving him all these months, and i really got to admit that, i still love him but i know that i really got to learn to let go..........something that's hard to do, something that's impossible but i am not given a choice.......i jus got to do it, maybe crying will help but at this moment i do not know what to do, can somebody pls help.........jus feel like crying maybe i will feel better but tears jus refused to flow...............i wanna forced myself to cry........maybe it will help me feel better..............i jus gonna learn to let go.............maybe time will heal all wounds..................
Went to the Goddess of Mercy temple @ waterloo street yesterday and I ask my mum to help me get a lot regarding us..........this was what it was written on the paper................
A dangerous journey undertaken, The road is caked with mud and you are trying to scale a slippery mountain....................
After reading the lot, my mum help me burn it away cos we believe that if the lot's a bad one we don't keep it. That was when reality hit me.............hard.......really hard.........it's really impossible between us now after reading what's written on the lot........it just won't work out between us.......after loving him all these months, and i really got to admit that, i still love him but i know that i really got to learn to let go..........something that's hard to do, something that's impossible but i am not given a choice.......i jus got to do it, maybe crying will help but at this moment i do not know what to do, can somebody pls help.........jus feel like crying maybe i will feel better but tears jus refused to flow...............i wanna forced myself to cry........maybe it will help me feel better..............i jus gonna learn to let go.............maybe time will heal all wounds..................
Tuesday, 18 March 2008
lunch with Grandpa
Tuesday 18-3-2008 3.55pm
I jus came back home after acompanying my Grandpa to the chinese doctor. After that we had lunch at the hawker centre before heading back home. I love the lunch part cos it's been a long time since I last had a meal alone with my Grandpa. It brings me down my memory lane when I was young, Grandpa would always bring us to the coffeeshop for tea and then he would buy me and my brother toys........those were the days. These are the memories I will always keep in my heart =)
Sent my resume to the Zoo yesterday........I gonna pray hard that I am selected to go for the interview cos I really like this job, and I hope to work in the zoo. It's so boring to slack at home. Luckily I bought lots of books from Page One, Times and Kinokuniya to read at home.......haha I have become a bookworm..........lol..........wish me luck k.........really wish the zoo will give me a reply soon.
I jus came back home after acompanying my Grandpa to the chinese doctor. After that we had lunch at the hawker centre before heading back home. I love the lunch part cos it's been a long time since I last had a meal alone with my Grandpa. It brings me down my memory lane when I was young, Grandpa would always bring us to the coffeeshop for tea and then he would buy me and my brother toys........those were the days. These are the memories I will always keep in my heart =)
Sent my resume to the Zoo yesterday........I gonna pray hard that I am selected to go for the interview cos I really like this job, and I hope to work in the zoo. It's so boring to slack at home. Luckily I bought lots of books from Page One, Times and Kinokuniya to read at home.......haha I have become a bookworm..........lol..........wish me luck k.........really wish the zoo will give me a reply soon.
Monday, 17 March 2008
event @upper club CHIJMES and a visit to my ex company
Monday 17-3-2008 7.30pm
The En La Pasion Event @ Upper Club CHIJMES was great. Especially the Bachata competition and the performance by SOL =) was so tired the next day cos we only reach home @ 4.30am in the morning.......haha.............got to meet many people and practice my Salsa Dancing...........
Went back to visit my colleagues and the children today. The children were very excited and happy to see me =) I am Happy to see them too especially Erica. Trust them to hide her in the office....haha.....I still managed to find her in the end =P My K1 class is still as naughty as ever....haha....those being punish still can wave and smile at me when they saw me.........haha dun know to be happy or sad.......haha.....kids are still kids...........miss them lots =)
The En La Pasion Event @ Upper Club CHIJMES was great. Especially the Bachata competition and the performance by SOL =) was so tired the next day cos we only reach home @ 4.30am in the morning.......haha.............got to meet many people and practice my Salsa Dancing...........
Went back to visit my colleagues and the children today. The children were very excited and happy to see me =) I am Happy to see them too especially Erica. Trust them to hide her in the office....haha.....I still managed to find her in the end =P My K1 class is still as naughty as ever....haha....those being punish still can wave and smile at me when they saw me.........haha dun know to be happy or sad.......haha.....kids are still kids...........miss them lots =)
Thursday, 13 March 2008
Nite out @ Dragonfly
Thursday 13-3-2008 12.32pm
I went for a wonderful dinner with Claire and her colleagues yesterday, after that we went dragonfly for clubbing. It was a wonderful nite out but the crowd at dragonfly seem to get bigger as the time goes later........we only went back about 3 plus in the morning...........
I went for a wonderful dinner with Claire and her colleagues yesterday, after that we went dragonfly for clubbing. It was a wonderful nite out but the crowd at dragonfly seem to get bigger as the time goes later........we only went back about 3 plus in the morning...........
Saturday, 8 March 2008
Thailand Trip 050308------070308
Saturday 08-03-2008 9.12pm
Jus came back from Thailand (Bangkok) yesterday =) wonderful experience.....although I find the trip too short :P The weather 's very hot there and I love shopping. Their shopping mall (central world) is nice and big but too bad the things there are kinda of expensive. Things at the night market are cheap as bargaining is allowed. I saw something at the night market that left a deep impression on me.......a cute baby elephant who goes round with it's master (who holds packet of food on his hands so that tourist can buy and feed this cute elephant) at the night market. This little elephant is sooo obedient when it's master make it stand by the roadside to wait for tourist, it does not move about but quitly stand there and wait. I look at this baby elephant and I can really feel for it.......it belongs to the wild not the city........poor thing why must they do that to the poor elephant (make it adapt to urban life).......how I wish I can save this baby elephant and send it back to where it belongs.....the wild. We took the tuk-tuk in Thailand and I would say, it's an amazing transportation........fast and special. Overall, it's a nice trip and I hope to retuirn there again in the near future =)
Jus came back from Thailand (Bangkok) yesterday =) wonderful experience.....although I find the trip too short :P The weather 's very hot there and I love shopping. Their shopping mall (central world) is nice and big but too bad the things there are kinda of expensive. Things at the night market are cheap as bargaining is allowed. I saw something at the night market that left a deep impression on me.......a cute baby elephant who goes round with it's master (who holds packet of food on his hands so that tourist can buy and feed this cute elephant) at the night market. This little elephant is sooo obedient when it's master make it stand by the roadside to wait for tourist, it does not move about but quitly stand there and wait. I look at this baby elephant and I can really feel for it.......it belongs to the wild not the city........poor thing why must they do that to the poor elephant (make it adapt to urban life).......how I wish I can save this baby elephant and send it back to where it belongs.....the wild. We took the tuk-tuk in Thailand and I would say, it's an amazing transportation........fast and special. Overall, it's a nice trip and I hope to retuirn there again in the near future =)
Sunday, 2 March 2008
life after I resigned......
Sunday 2-3-2008 1.35pm
Finally after 6 years of busy working life, I have the time to slow down my footsteps and smell the roses, appreciate the people and the little and big things in life =) but somehow, after getting used to being busy with work, lesson plans , portfolios, preparing worksheets, doing research, planning and etc suddenly I feel so free........yes! FREE is the word but I don't know why, I feel a bit lost too........is this feeling normal???
Got so much present from my Boss and colleagues on Friday 29-2-2008 (such a special date) and of course their touching cards, heartwarming words and cuddy hugz. Will miss them very much. My boss gave me a Gap Bag, my best friend cum colleague gave me a bangle, Seah gave me a pooh bear scaf and a few of them together with the two aunties bought me a perlini silver necklace =) wanna say a big thank you to all of them my dear colleagues, thks for taking good care of me and always been so helpful and encouraging all of you such such a dear to be with. Although I do not know if I m able to get such a nice team of colleagues to work with for my next job but the smiles and laughter will always stay in my heart =) all the best to all of you too =) and hope we can meet up regularly for tea and coffee
Jus hope that my holiday plan can proceed.......Please!!!Oh please! I have never been on an aeroplane before and I really hope to take the aeroplane to a nice destination for a nice wonderful and relaxing holiday =)) is that too much to ask for??
Went Salsa class yesterday, Aiyo after the break(abt 1 mth i guess), I have forgotten how to dance....lol.....really......haiz.......kena 'knock on the head' and 'hand kena hit by my instructor........Oh no I beeter buck up.....gotta put in more effort and I must not be lazy......Jia You!!!Jia You!!!Have to go for class whenever I am free to brush up on my Salsa Dancing =)
Finally after 6 years of busy working life, I have the time to slow down my footsteps and smell the roses, appreciate the people and the little and big things in life =) but somehow, after getting used to being busy with work, lesson plans , portfolios, preparing worksheets, doing research, planning and etc suddenly I feel so free........yes! FREE is the word but I don't know why, I feel a bit lost too........is this feeling normal???
Got so much present from my Boss and colleagues on Friday 29-2-2008 (such a special date) and of course their touching cards, heartwarming words and cuddy hugz. Will miss them very much. My boss gave me a Gap Bag, my best friend cum colleague gave me a bangle, Seah gave me a pooh bear scaf and a few of them together with the two aunties bought me a perlini silver necklace =) wanna say a big thank you to all of them my dear colleagues, thks for taking good care of me and always been so helpful and encouraging all of you such such a dear to be with. Although I do not know if I m able to get such a nice team of colleagues to work with for my next job but the smiles and laughter will always stay in my heart =) all the best to all of you too =) and hope we can meet up regularly for tea and coffee
Jus hope that my holiday plan can proceed.......Please!!!Oh please! I have never been on an aeroplane before and I really hope to take the aeroplane to a nice destination for a nice wonderful and relaxing holiday =)) is that too much to ask for??
Went Salsa class yesterday, Aiyo after the break(abt 1 mth i guess), I have forgotten how to dance....lol.....really......haiz.......kena 'knock on the head' and 'hand kena hit by my instructor........Oh no I beeter buck up.....gotta put in more effort and I must not be lazy......Jia You!!!Jia You!!!Have to go for class whenever I am free to brush up on my Salsa Dancing =)
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