Monday 25-2-2008 8.34pm
I was so glad yesterday. Finally got to chat with you and it was quite a long chat, we talk about our life, music (so glad u ask me to send u more songs after the spot check...lol) and of course salsa. I really can't wait to dance salsa with you when you are back in june. In the mean time I really gonna buck up on my dance......lol......cos you said i got to teach you when you are back =) hee......show you en en photos and you thought that was me when I am young.....hahaha and you too agreed that she's cute.......next time must show you Rinny's photo liao.....keke.......really miss you alot.......being able to chat with you like a friend is really enough to make me so happy =)
Last work week at my current company after 6 years (time flies)..........my K1 class is still as naughty and playful........haiz.........will miss all my wonderful colleagues and my very nice boss. Most importantly gonna miss my Erica baobei, Rinny, Dennis (and the secret that we share...lol) must treasure my last week here at my current company and the time spend with my baobeis........lol.....oh yes! En even ask me 'why' when i told her next week she's not going to see me liao.....sob....sob.......will miss her a lot a lot.
Monday, 25 February 2008
Sunday, 24 February 2008
I hate tis kind of feeling........
Sunday 24-2-2008 4.26pm
I hate this kind of feeling. are you avoiding me or are you really busy? Tears are flowing non-stop in my heart, and the pain is unbearable. Why do you have to make me feel this way. I love you yet hate you at the same time.....why do I have to suffer this kind of mental torture? I hate myself, why can't I understand you. My love for you is true......really but............I kept questioning myself.....is this all... a one sided affair on my part or are you avoiding the true? I do not have the answers to all this questions either do i think you will answer them. Sometimes I jus can't find the strength to move on cos love really hurts and I am soo scared. So many people are telling me to give up and move on..... but I can't....some say wait till he is back but I jus can't wait.......call me impatient or call me stupid..... but the goody me who do not know how to drink really wants to have a drinking session with my friends soon cos I jus wanna get drunk and not think anymore.......I know it's stupid of me and my cousin scolded me.........she says that it's not worth to do this over a guy.......what for....even if i am drunk, he is not there to see......neither does he knows.........but I jus do not know what to do........
I hate this kind of feeling. are you avoiding me or are you really busy? Tears are flowing non-stop in my heart, and the pain is unbearable. Why do you have to make me feel this way. I love you yet hate you at the same time.....why do I have to suffer this kind of mental torture? I hate myself, why can't I understand you. My love for you is true......really but............I kept questioning myself.....is this all... a one sided affair on my part or are you avoiding the true? I do not have the answers to all this questions either do i think you will answer them. Sometimes I jus can't find the strength to move on cos love really hurts and I am soo scared. So many people are telling me to give up and move on..... but I can't....some say wait till he is back but I jus can't wait.......call me impatient or call me stupid..... but the goody me who do not know how to drink really wants to have a drinking session with my friends soon cos I jus wanna get drunk and not think anymore.......I know it's stupid of me and my cousin scolded me.........she says that it's not worth to do this over a guy.......what for....even if i am drunk, he is not there to see......neither does he knows.........but I jus do not know what to do........
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