some thoughts......

Friday 21-12-2007 10.21pm

Christmas is coming =) Hope everyone have a jolly Christmas and a wonderful New Year.

Chatted online with him yesterday. I dun know what came over me, I actually have the courage to tell him that I miss him, it was supposed to be a secret that I keep in my heart.......I guess he wasn't prepared that I would tell him that cos he seem surprised and could even ask me whether the star miss him or I am the one who miss him........when I ask him to make a guess he actually said the star and could even ask me 'you miss me meh?' My reply was 'of course' =) but I guess he's not prepared that I would say something sooo sweet thus he didnt really react to this sentence. Maybe he doesn't miss me at all or maybe I should give him more time afterall since he's oversea.Hope he like the songs that I have send him even though he says he doesn't understand what the lyrics are trying to say. I am always willing to interpret for him ;)

Sometimes I am lost in my thoughts......about everything......my future, my life. Sometimes I feel it's soo nice if only I can go back to being a child. To enjoy the simple things in life....to love and being love =) it's such a sweet feeling =) now that I am grown up, there are soo many things in life for me to stress and worry about.

I guess it's time for me to give some serious thoughts about my current career......maybe it's time for a change.....sometimes I am also very confused afterall where can I find such a good boss and a great working team but life is like that....for everything that we do there is a reason for it. Jus hope that everything in the New Year will go smoothly and if possible I hope to find a new great and good job with wonderful boss and colleagues.