Saturday 29-9-2007 11.36am
I didn't know you have the power to make me feel so sad, so troubled. Maybe I was too anxious and enthusiastic about our friendship and my anxiousness to bring it to the 'next level' might have cause some distress to you. If this is the case I sincerely want to apologize to you.
Waiting for you for two hours online was tough but the moment you offline without giving me any reply really makes my heart sank........I begin to ask myself why do I have such a feeling over me......I guess must be I love you too much......no words can describe this feeling.........
Why must life be like that??? Why can't I find someone who I love and this person love me too........Is it a one-sided affair on my part?? Why can't my love life be smooth sailing?? People always say leave it to fate but when fate comes knocking, don't you think you must put in some effort too? But I hate it when I am always the one who puts in effort and the other party doesn't respond. Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! What should I do??????????????
In life there are many things that are not within our control.....so what can I do on my part other than pray hard and put in effort? I can only try my best.
Saturday, 29 September 2007
Thursday, 27 September 2007
love is crazy.......
Thursday 27-9-2007 10.13pm
I finally managed to see you online (MSN) after a long wait. I just want to say I miss you soooo much but somehow my fingers jus wouldn't let me.......You must be very busy cos you only chat with me for a few sentences then you never reply liao leaving the love struck me....staring at the computer screen on the page that we chat with the sentence stopping at where you reply and where I stop.........I have sooo much things to say to you but where are you? I can't take it anymore........this feeling is making me crazy....pls help..........pls reply soon...................
I finally managed to see you online (MSN) after a long wait. I just want to say I miss you soooo much but somehow my fingers jus wouldn't let me.......You must be very busy cos you only chat with me for a few sentences then you never reply liao leaving the love struck me....staring at the computer screen on the page that we chat with the sentence stopping at where you reply and where I stop.........I have sooo much things to say to you but where are you? I can't take it anymore........this feeling is making me crazy....pls help..........pls reply soon...................
Tuesday, 25 September 2007
love you........miss you......
Tuesday 25-9-2007 10.05pm
You cannot imagine how much I miss you.....It's been almost a week since you gone to Australia for training. I try to sign on MSN whenever I am free in the hope of seeing you online but to my disappointment, You are always offline. It's hard to reach you but I am trying very hard and I really hope you are trying hard too on yr part. I really hope you have an enjoyable, fun filling, safe and wonderful 9 months training in Australia. And here I am in Singapore waiting for you.............................jus want to say.....................I love you and I miss you............................
You cannot imagine how much I miss you.....It's been almost a week since you gone to Australia for training. I try to sign on MSN whenever I am free in the hope of seeing you online but to my disappointment, You are always offline. It's hard to reach you but I am trying very hard and I really hope you are trying hard too on yr part. I really hope you have an enjoyable, fun filling, safe and wonderful 9 months training in Australia. And here I am in Singapore waiting for you.............................jus want to say.....................I love you and I miss you............................
Friday, 21 September 2007
What should I do?
Friday 21-9-2007 8.37pm
I dun know whether I should continue my Salsa Dancing....so confused.......I enjoy dancing but everytime because i cannot catch up, I am alway the one who kena comment in the class.....so pai seh.....I thought of taking up Yoga....but it seems that it's every expensive.....(pure yoga / true yoga) but I heard these two yoga centre in Singapore are famous.
I miss him sooo much. Dun know how is he in Australia....hope he's getting on well. And I want to let him know that I miss him sooo much.
I dun know whether I should continue my Salsa Dancing....so confused.......I enjoy dancing but everytime because i cannot catch up, I am alway the one who kena comment in the class.....so pai seh.....I thought of taking up Yoga....but it seems that it's every expensive.....(pure yoga / true yoga) but I heard these two yoga centre in Singapore are famous.
I miss him sooo much. Dun know how is he in Australia....hope he's getting on well. And I want to let him know that I miss him sooo much.
Thursday, 13 September 2007
Busy week........
Thursday 13-9-2007 9.46pm
It has been a busy week for me. The last two evening, after work, I had to rush to the hospital to visit my dearest grandfather who was admitted to MEH on Tue. I really hope that my grandfather will get well soon. These few day I realised that to see yr love ones suffering but yet there is nothing you can do is a great torture. Really really hope that you will get well soon my dearest grandpa cos I love you sooooo much.
I managed to went Vivo City Tangs on Sunday afternoon to get my DKNY be delicious shine perfume(limited edition) cos they do not have stock for 100ml at Orchard Tangs. A silver DKNY bag and a 30ml sample of the body lotion was given as a free gifts. Wanted to get the rollerball and Lip Shine Trio too but they do not have stock for these two items.....Aiya......, but tomorrow I will be going Orchard cos I want to visit grandpa so I jus happened to call Orchard Tangs and ask if they have the rollerball perfume but they too say it's out of stock...........but they do have the last piece of lip shine trio and they are going to reserve it for me...Wooohoooooooo!!!!!!!!Can't wait to get my hands on it =)
Chat with him on Monday evening on MSN and got to know that he's going Australia next week for 9 months training........so sad :( I am gotta miss him......
It has been a busy week for me. The last two evening, after work, I had to rush to the hospital to visit my dearest grandfather who was admitted to MEH on Tue. I really hope that my grandfather will get well soon. These few day I realised that to see yr love ones suffering but yet there is nothing you can do is a great torture. Really really hope that you will get well soon my dearest grandpa cos I love you sooooo much.
I managed to went Vivo City Tangs on Sunday afternoon to get my DKNY be delicious shine perfume(limited edition) cos they do not have stock for 100ml at Orchard Tangs. A silver DKNY bag and a 30ml sample of the body lotion was given as a free gifts. Wanted to get the rollerball and Lip Shine Trio too but they do not have stock for these two items.....Aiya......, but tomorrow I will be going Orchard cos I want to visit grandpa so I jus happened to call Orchard Tangs and ask if they have the rollerball perfume but they too say it's out of stock...........but they do have the last piece of lip shine trio and they are going to reserve it for me...Wooohoooooooo!!!!!!!!Can't wait to get my hands on it =)
Chat with him on Monday evening on MSN and got to know that he's going Australia next week for 9 months training........so sad :( I am gotta miss him......
Sunday, 2 September 2007
爱与被爱
Sunday 2-9-2007 11.47pm
爱情应该是甜蜜的， 但是有时候爱情也是痛苦的。很矛盾。。。如果爱情的杀伤力是那么的强为何人们还是可望爱情的呢? And should we pursue to love....or being loved?? Ever heard of this saying.....being loved by someone is a fortunate and to love someone is a torture....so which should we choose???
爱情应该是甜蜜的， 但是有时候爱情也是痛苦的。很矛盾。。。如果爱情的杀伤力是那么的强为何人们还是可望爱情的呢? And should we pursue to love....or being loved?? Ever heard of this saying.....being loved by someone is a fortunate and to love someone is a torture....so which should we choose???
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