Monday 26-5-2008 9.46pm
Have been very busy and tired ever since I started out on my new job as a Birthday Party Host.......it's been a week since I started this new job but I am still very confused as to whether this is the rite job for me......hectic man...... trying to be a birthday party host........lol.....but I enjoy being at the receptionist. Learning how to operate the cashier, welcoming the customer and doing fun patrols......
Thought of going into sales line........having been giving a good thought on what the person said to me when I went for interview that time......I should give it a try since I am still young. Since this has been what I wanted.......jus give it my best shot and a good try....at least I will not have any regret in life...........even if things don't turn out well....... at least I can say I have tried my best and not keep thinking.......of all the what ifs.........
Maybe a month........after which I will see how things goes............can't help but feel stress.........cos I dream again last nite that I went back to my old workplace to work again......which is not what I wanted.....twice already....the same dream...........isit I think too much or isit I am too stress.........whatever........I should learn to take things easy and take one step at a time............
Monday, 26 May 2008
Friday, 9 May 2008
What should my next step be?
Friday 9-5-2008 9.27pm
I am so stressed..........but luckily I had a great destressing session @ St James (Dragonfly) last nite. Think partying, clubbing, drinking and drinking. Lol.....no a lot but a bit of whisky coke =)
Anyway I am kinda of confused =( cos I do not know if I should continue to try to find a job or I should go upgrade myself and further study.....maybe a diploma would be good. Let me do some planning first before I take my next step. Wish me good luck k ;)
Salsa intermediate 2A will be starting tomorrow but I still can't make up my mind whether to take up this course or not............Arrrrggggg so much things on my mind at the moment........
I am so stressed..........but luckily I had a great destressing session @ St James (Dragonfly) last nite. Think partying, clubbing, drinking and drinking. Lol.....no a lot but a bit of whisky coke =)
Anyway I am kinda of confused =( cos I do not know if I should continue to try to find a job or I should go upgrade myself and further study.....maybe a diploma would be good. Let me do some planning first before I take my next step. Wish me good luck k ;)
Salsa intermediate 2A will be starting tomorrow but I still can't make up my mind whether to take up this course or not............Arrrrggggg so much things on my mind at the moment........
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
sian.....
Wednesday 7-5-2008 9.31pm
Hav been busy looking for jobs recently. Went for interview at few different company. eventually tried the admin position but didn't like it, quit after 2 days but still got to pay one day salary on top of working FOC........but no choice....cos my partner or so call boss.....very bad temper......haiz.....then today went for another interview but the job is not my type lor.......lots of calculation and statistic reports to do.....think i will go crazy.........lol................although dishearten but will continue to find.......I will not give up........
Hav been busy looking for jobs recently. Went for interview at few different company. eventually tried the admin position but didn't like it, quit after 2 days but still got to pay one day salary on top of working FOC........but no choice....cos my partner or so call boss.....very bad temper......haiz.....then today went for another interview but the job is not my type lor.......lots of calculation and statistic reports to do.....think i will go crazy.........lol................although dishearten but will continue to find.......I will not give up........
Saturday, 12 April 2008
What's life without love, passion and dreams...
Saturday 12-4-2008 10.27pm
I should cling on to my passion and dreams no matter what obstacles come my ways...........
Time flies, it's been coming one and a half months since i last quit my job. I have yet to find a new job but I am sure I gonna find one good one soon =) still waiting for zoo to reply though...1 more week....I really hate to study and people around me having been asking me the same question, 'have you though of furthering yr studies'? but Singapore society is so s*** why must people be judge upon their qualifications ? so what if you have high qualifications but yr character sucks....haiz.....but yesterday I started thinking if I really have to take up a diploma course or degree course, what would it be? The answer would be Zoology. Cos this will always be my passion as I have always wanted to work in the zoo =) I love animals and I love the zoo!!!! If I really can't work in the zoo then I will volunteer as a zookeeper.
Daddy says if i want to study then i should be realisetic and go for somthing that can get me a good job......haiz so zoology seems out of the picture, worst still........zoology courses is not available in Singapore.........in the mean time let's hope that the zoo will really reply soon...
I should cling on to my passion and dreams no matter what obstacles come my ways...........
Time flies, it's been coming one and a half months since i last quit my job. I have yet to find a new job but I am sure I gonna find one good one soon =) still waiting for zoo to reply though...1 more week....I really hate to study and people around me having been asking me the same question, 'have you though of furthering yr studies'? but Singapore society is so s*** why must people be judge upon their qualifications ? so what if you have high qualifications but yr character sucks....haiz.....but yesterday I started thinking if I really have to take up a diploma course or degree course, what would it be? The answer would be Zoology. Cos this will always be my passion as I have always wanted to work in the zoo =) I love animals and I love the zoo!!!! If I really can't work in the zoo then I will volunteer as a zookeeper.
Daddy says if i want to study then i should be realisetic and go for somthing that can get me a good job......haiz so zoology seems out of the picture, worst still........zoology courses is not available in Singapore.........in the mean time let's hope that the zoo will really reply soon...
Friday, 28 March 2008
guilty......guilty......
Friday 28-3-2008 8.34pm
Oh dear! That's what I am feeling now........I have yet to find a new job but I have been spending =P Went shopping with my best friend yesterday. Bought a bag from tomato can...........luckily there's discount cos the usual price is $39.90 but I got it @ $29.90 as there's some promotion going on and I am a member too so additional discount.......haha...what a way to console myself. I also bought a white off shoulder top from M)phosis.
Meet up with my ex-colleages jus now for tea, really had a good chat and again I saw something nice from double index.......a white top =) so something additional to my wardrobe =)
Has been thinking about him.........something which I shouldn't be............soo guilty. Think I got to let go no matter what...........but we can always be best of friends...........
Will be going to my best friend's Birthday celebration tomorrow =) after my salsa class. Yeah!!! finally can start Intermediate 2B class tomorrow........but I am worried that I can't cope cos I still need more practice and I gotta improve on my frame (framework).
Oh dear! That's what I am feeling now........I have yet to find a new job but I have been spending =P Went shopping with my best friend yesterday. Bought a bag from tomato can...........luckily there's discount cos the usual price is $39.90 but I got it @ $29.90 as there's some promotion going on and I am a member too so additional discount.......haha...what a way to console myself. I also bought a white off shoulder top from M)phosis.
Meet up with my ex-colleages jus now for tea, really had a good chat and again I saw something nice from double index.......a white top =) so something additional to my wardrobe =)
Has been thinking about him.........something which I shouldn't be............soo guilty. Think I got to let go no matter what...........but we can always be best of friends...........
Will be going to my best friend's Birthday celebration tomorrow =) after my salsa class. Yeah!!! finally can start Intermediate 2B class tomorrow........but I am worried that I can't cope cos I still need more practice and I gotta improve on my frame (framework).
Saturday, 22 March 2008
sad......but what can i do
Saturday 22-3-2008 2.29pm
Went to the Goddess of Mercy temple @ waterloo street yesterday and I ask my mum to help me get a lot regarding us..........this was what it was written on the paper................
A dangerous journey undertaken, The road is caked with mud and you are trying to scale a slippery mountain....................
After reading the lot, my mum help me burn it away cos we believe that if the lot's a bad one we don't keep it. That was when reality hit me.............hard.......really hard.........it's really impossible between us now after reading what's written on the lot........it just won't work out between us.......after loving him all these months, and i really got to admit that, i still love him but i know that i really got to learn to let go..........something that's hard to do, something that's impossible but i am not given a choice.......i jus got to do it, maybe crying will help but at this moment i do not know what to do, can somebody pls help.........jus feel like crying maybe i will feel better but tears jus refused to flow...............i wanna forced myself to cry........maybe it will help me feel better..............i jus gonna learn to let go.............maybe time will heal all wounds..................
Went to the Goddess of Mercy temple @ waterloo street yesterday and I ask my mum to help me get a lot regarding us..........this was what it was written on the paper................
A dangerous journey undertaken, The road is caked with mud and you are trying to scale a slippery mountain....................
After reading the lot, my mum help me burn it away cos we believe that if the lot's a bad one we don't keep it. That was when reality hit me.............hard.......really hard.........it's really impossible between us now after reading what's written on the lot........it just won't work out between us.......after loving him all these months, and i really got to admit that, i still love him but i know that i really got to learn to let go..........something that's hard to do, something that's impossible but i am not given a choice.......i jus got to do it, maybe crying will help but at this moment i do not know what to do, can somebody pls help.........jus feel like crying maybe i will feel better but tears jus refused to flow...............i wanna forced myself to cry........maybe it will help me feel better..............i jus gonna learn to let go.............maybe time will heal all wounds..................
Tuesday, 18 March 2008
lunch with Grandpa
Tuesday 18-3-2008 3.55pm
I jus came back home after acompanying my Grandpa to the chinese doctor. After that we had lunch at the hawker centre before heading back home. I love the lunch part cos it's been a long time since I last had a meal alone with my Grandpa. It brings me down my memory lane when I was young, Grandpa would always bring us to the coffeeshop for tea and then he would buy me and my brother toys........those were the days. These are the memories I will always keep in my heart =)
Sent my resume to the Zoo yesterday........I gonna pray hard that I am selected to go for the interview cos I really like this job, and I hope to work in the zoo. It's so boring to slack at home. Luckily I bought lots of books from Page One, Times and Kinokuniya to read at home.......haha I have become a bookworm..........lol..........wish me luck k.........really wish the zoo will give me a reply soon.
I jus came back home after acompanying my Grandpa to the chinese doctor. After that we had lunch at the hawker centre before heading back home. I love the lunch part cos it's been a long time since I last had a meal alone with my Grandpa. It brings me down my memory lane when I was young, Grandpa would always bring us to the coffeeshop for tea and then he would buy me and my brother toys........those were the days. These are the memories I will always keep in my heart =)
Sent my resume to the Zoo yesterday........I gonna pray hard that I am selected to go for the interview cos I really like this job, and I hope to work in the zoo. It's so boring to slack at home. Luckily I bought lots of books from Page One, Times and Kinokuniya to read at home.......haha I have become a bookworm..........lol..........wish me luck k.........really wish the zoo will give me a reply soon.
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