Friday, 27 June 2008

stressed out wif my new job

Friday 27-06-2008 12.05am

I started my new job as a sales advisor dealing with cars which are my ultimate passion and interest......nevertheless, this new job turns out to be so stressful......lots of things to learn......and i mean complicated stuff not simple easy things that we are talking abt here......meantime.....I can only push on and learn as much as I can.......even though I am stressed.....still do not know if this is the rite job for me but I gonna push my limit and go on till the last minute........the hours are long and I can only get 1 off day per week on a weekday.........so my one and only off day become sooooo precious........haha so many things to do but so little time..........wanting to meet so many friends but soooo little time............

went out with steve yesterday to watch 'kungfu panda' movie...........super nice and cute movie.......then Claire join us for salsa refresher class.........I need to go back for more refresher class to brush up on my dance skills. We went to Dragonfly to destress after that but didnt stay till very late as we had to work the next day...............nevertheless I really enjoy that destressing clubbing session.............hope to return to DF again in the near future =)

Tuesday, 10 June 2008

a trip back to my ex workplace

Tuesday 10-6-2008 8.38pm

I went back to my ex workplace today. So glad to see my colleagues and the children =) was very surprised that most of them could still recognize me...haha........and my baobei was sleeping when I went to see her....haha so no choice lor....got to wake her up.......I heard from my colleague cum best friend that my baobei argue with her classmate today about me being her darling....so sweet of her....haha.....and I even heard that a parent asked about me.......and even said that it's a pity that I have quit......well talk about that.....over lunch with my boss today she ask whether I have the intention to go back......I told her I wanna try out the car sales job first......but never the less it's really nice of her to offer me the position again......despite me resigning the job 3 months ago. I have a phobia of kids at the moment......haha....yup really children......I had have enough of them........pls oh pls......haha....I need a break from them........REALLY!!!

Monday, 9 June 2008

time out week for myself.......

Monday 9-6-2008 8.46pm

It's been sometime since I last blog. Have been busy with my work last few weeks but I have since quit. Thus this is a time out week for me......to rest to play to enjoy before I start on my new job......before I call my shifu....haha.......and most importantly this Friday is my special day....haha........went Vivo City today to shop but didn't manage to get any beautiful clothes......got 1 tube of hand cream fr body shop for my peeling fingers.....due to washing too much dishes fr the last job :( but anyway.....I also learn alot of new things fr my last job and get to meet new friends too =) Yeah!!! tomorrow can get to see my baobei liao.....miss her so much and heard that she has started to call me darling recently....=)) soooo sweet lor........Wed will go shopping with my sis @bugis hope to get more nice clothes :P haha......but once I start new job will not have time to go shopping with sis liao......so must enjoy............

I really enjoy myself today......rest and relax........I went to bakerzin for afternoon tea........it's nice when I do not have a care about the world.......sitting by the window alone enjoying the scenery.......daydreaming and sipping my favourite ice passion fruit tea......watching the world go by..........sounds great rite.......=) it really is...........life is meant to be enjoy.......but I start my busy life next week..............

having been arranging my thoughts recently........and thinking alot...........at this moment my career is still very unstable and I just tell myself that I gotto try my best and see how things go..........whether or not things can work out depends on alot of factors........and many things are not within my control........I jus got to try try and try.........since I am still young..........I don't want to wait till I am old then I regret.................I am really touched and glad that I have my Mum and Dad's support. They are my love in life now........jus wanna earn lots of money for them to enjoy life cos I love them alot alot so much that no words can describe.........all the best to me. Hope everything will turn out right =)

Monday, 26 May 2008

confused state of mind

Monday 26-5-2008 9.46pm

Have been very busy and tired ever since I started out on my new job as a Birthday Party Host.......it's been a week since I started this new job but I am still very confused as to whether this is the rite job for me......hectic man...... trying to be a birthday party host........lol.....but I enjoy being at the receptionist. Learning how to operate the cashier, welcoming the customer and doing fun patrols......

Thought of going into sales line........having been giving a good thought on what the person said to me when I went for interview that time......I should give it a try since I am still young. Since this has been what I wanted.......jus give it my best shot and a good try....at least I will not have any regret in life...........even if things don't turn out well....... at least I can say I have tried my best and not keep thinking.......of all the what ifs.........

Maybe a month........after which I will see how things goes............can't help but feel stress.........cos I dream again last nite that I went back to my old workplace to work again......which is not what I wanted.....twice already....the same dream...........isit I think too much or isit I am too stress.........whatever........I should learn to take things easy and take one step at a time............

Friday, 9 May 2008

What should my next step be?

Friday 9-5-2008 9.27pm

I am so stressed..........but luckily I had a great destressing session @ St James (Dragonfly) last nite. Think partying, clubbing, drinking and drinking. Lol.....no a lot but a bit of whisky coke =)

Anyway I am kinda of confused =( cos I do not know if I should continue to try to find a job or I should go upgrade myself and further study.....maybe a diploma would be good. Let me do some planning first before I take my next step. Wish me good luck k ;)

Salsa intermediate 2A will be starting tomorrow but I still can't make up my mind whether to take up this course or not............Arrrrggggg so much things on my mind at the moment........

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

sian.....

Wednesday 7-5-2008 9.31pm

Hav been busy looking for jobs recently. Went for interview at few different company. eventually tried the admin position but didn't like it, quit after 2 days but still got to pay one day salary on top of working FOC........but no choice....cos my partner or so call boss.....very bad temper......haiz.....then today went for another interview but the job is not my type lor.......lots of calculation and statistic reports to do.....think i will go crazy.........lol................although dishearten but will continue to find.......I will not give up........

Saturday, 12 April 2008

What's life without love, passion and dreams...

Saturday 12-4-2008 10.27pm

I should cling on to my passion and dreams no matter what obstacles come my ways...........

Time flies, it's been coming one and a half months since i last quit my job. I have yet to find a new job but I am sure I gonna find one good one soon =) still waiting for zoo to reply though...1 more week....I really hate to study and people around me having been asking me the same question, 'have you though of furthering yr studies'? but Singapore society is so s*** why must people be judge upon their qualifications ? so what if you have high qualifications but yr character sucks....haiz.....but yesterday I started thinking if I really have to take up a diploma course or degree course, what would it be? The answer would be Zoology. Cos this will always be my passion as I have always wanted to work in the zoo =) I love animals and I love the zoo!!!! If I really can't work in the zoo then I will volunteer as a zookeeper.

Daddy says if i want to study then i should be realisetic and go for somthing that can get me a good job......haiz so zoology seems out of the picture, worst still........zoology courses is not available in Singapore.........in the mean time let's hope that the zoo will really reply soon...