Wednesday 10-12-2008 11.25pm
It's been more than a year since I got to know you.......fr seeing u at the MRT Station during the salsa trial class to becoming classmate and dancing with you.......all these have left a lasting memory in me.......fr a strangers to a person who I love and will think about everyday......I will never forget the memories we shared in class......our passion for salsa dancing......the comforting words you will say to me each time I get nervous about a certain dance step.......yr presence certainly makes dancing more enjoyable...........then u got posted overseas........and that was when our contacts got lesser and lesser.........or isit what I have said to u? But I was jus trying to get my feelings known to u......maybe I shouldn't have.....maybe I should jus keep it to myself.....could that have been better?I LOVE you and I REALLY do.......is that wrong? Now I am trying to live with this pain........this pain that's gonna stay in my heart no matter what I am going to do or say.....nothing is gonna change the situation I guess......this is the pain that one can feel truly when one has true deep feelings for the other party..........love hurts...........I learn to let go but each time I always failed......jus when I think I am starting to feel numb the feeling will come back stronger than what I expected........is this what I am going to live with for the rest of my life......I need someone to come save me out of this situation......but who can.........maybe someone who my love for him will be stronger than what I have towards you.......but where is this him............I am tired...........very tired and confused each time I think abt this.......they say time will heal all wounds but what abt the scars..............
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
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